i dont know why im writing this. i thought i was in love. then i rethought it. i think im falling for her, but i dont know if she feels the same way about me.
it seems like im the only one that tries in the relationship. it seems like she doesnt care if we dont hang out at all. it seems like she never feels sad or angry or pissed unless i do, and even then im not sure if shes just saying that to say it. it seems like there was something, and its slowly withering away.
why do we never talk on the phone? i dont know, "there's no reception at my house :(" and yet i have no problem texting you. and then before, you would pay her to drive you to his house just to see him, and now you have a hard time finding time for me at all.
i was disappointed, then sad, then happy, then pissed. now i just feel like shit. what the fuck is love anyway.
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