i dont know why i feel the need to blog again about the same thing but ima do it anyway since i feel like i need to.
am i trying too hard. is it even worth it. is it just me or am i making a big deal over something i shouldnt be making a big deal over. i wonder if she feels the same thing.
i always find myself checking my texts, maybe even stalking her comments on myspace, logging onto aim just to see if shes on. does she do the same to me? it would make me so happy to know that she does, is that weird? but its the truth, at least it would show me that she cared. it would show me something. cuz right now im seeing nothing, and im left wondering if she even wants me anymore or if its just a half-assed relationship.
theres always excuses, never enough time, too busy, i dont even know. but at least i see it now. i want her to change, i need her to change. i want to be happy, but i want to be happy with her. but i dont think thats truly gonna happen unless i see something, anything that shows me what im looking for.
blogs are supposed to be rants, right?
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