i am really jealous, i guess. maybe im just paranoid or something is wrong with me, but idk. ive hung with her alot more and im more than happy at the way things have been going, but just this one thing is bothering me for some reason...
feel like she tried to hide that she was playing tennis tomorrow from me. why? i dont know. texting tony at 2 or 3 in the morning, what exactly are they talking about? waking up at 9 or 10 in the morning to go play tennis with friends yet seems unwilling to wake up that early for me. but i cant really say that cuz ive never asked her to wake up that early. and i guess im not invited to that tennis shit, didnt wanna invite myself if im not welcome.
i wonder if theyre gonna hang the rest of the day, too... that would really get me pissed. god, maybe im just really really jealous or paranoid or some shit. i think she tried to hide the fact she was texting/talking to whoever she was, and im left wondering why.
prolly look like a dumbass for even writing about stupid shit like this but fuck it.
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