i only blog when im pissed or sad or something, so you can guess what this blog is gonna be like.
what the fuck am i supposed to feel like when she tells me that she loved him before me, that she did what she did with him in less time than we did? just feel like shit now, i dont know why im so jealous or if theres something wrong with me but it pisses me off. maybe thats the way i am, and its my fault for feeling like this cuz now shes probably gonna feel the way i am right now, and that is the complete opposite of what i want.
i love her and what happened in the past is not going to change that one bit. i know this and it will never change. but i just cant help thinking about what she told me and how much it hurts me to hear that, and i feel like that feeling is always going to be there in the back of my mind, and it will never go away.
please give me strength to let go of the past, please let me be able to enjoy what i have now and not let the past ruin the best thing thats happened to me in my life, right now.
please.
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