go fuck yourselves.

tired of trying to please my parents.
tired of being yelled at for no reason.
tired of being the worst child alive.

theres times when im angry, or sad, or disappointed. and usually i get over it. maybe this is one of those times, but right now it feels real. im so angry, im so frustrated, im so sick of it. they say it like im trying to disrespect them on purpose.

i tell them what im doing on friday, ok. i tell them what im doing on saturday, ok. one fucking time i dont tell them what im doing on sunday, all hell fucken breaks loose. i swear i dont try to make them angry, and im not trying to challenge them or anything. is it wrong for me to feel like i dont have to tell them everything? but not because im trying to hide something, i just feel more independent probably since i have a car.

i hate it when i do one thing wrong, and they act as if i always disappoint them. and its one thing if they dont trust me, but say it to my fucken face. dont go sneaking around behind my back, and moving my car just to show that you were there. what the fuck is wrong with you mom? you think doing that is gonna prove something, or show me that your all high and mighty now? no mom, fuck you. all that shows me is that you dont have the balls to admit your wrong to see that i wasnt fucking trying to hide something from you, or that i was lying. all i see is you failing in an attempt to catch me lying to you.

bottom line is, im starting to give up on trying to please you guys because whenever i do one thing wrong that i dont think is that big of a deal it gets blown up in my face. and then when i do try to explain myself, you guys dont even fucking listen to me or even try to understand what im saying.

go fuck yourselves.